the life - just walk

The War began yesterday. Yeah. Bukan Mafia Wars tapi. Menjadi manusia yang berada di bahagian hadapan sememangnya mendebarkan, tetapi berdebar kah aku? Sik (Tidak). Oh. Aku kekenyangan. Sekarang sedang mendownload baki notes ethics yg belum didownload. Tiba-tiba telinga rindu mendengar The Reason- Hoobastank. Nasib baik maseh simpan. Dengarkan aje.

Ouchh.. Somethin' hurts me. Oh. Its doesn't really hurt actually. My wound just a scar now. It took times to heal, but I always believe, it will gone. And it did, though the scar still there. The scar become a mark, to remind me, always, about the wound, the cause and what i'd learn from it. To heal something inside ( i mean your soul and feeling, though when your lung get damage, its hard to be fixed) is harder. Never push yourself to be sent to the ordinary ward, if you must stay inside the ICU ward. Just wait and follow the lame quote, let time heal your wound. Then, you will realize, things happen for reason. And then, you will realize, that you've been an adult. Those words special for you. Yes. You my kaban( friend) .

Last week, Saturday, datang 2 orang manusia yang tidak dikenali ke Penang dari T'ganu (UMT). Dey'ol datang coz bagi balek baju Kak Joana, yg diorang pinjam untuk diorng pnye culture night. I dengar meletops dengan Jerry Kamit menghangatkan suasana bersama sape ( if you dunno what is sape, go google urself) nya. Congrats untuk y'all. 2 orang manusia berkenaan dikenali sebagai Shila dan Azuwa. Malas la nak cerita rentetan peristiwa, yang pasti J.Co lagi. One Q asked to me, "Ko tidak pelikkah tiba-tiba entertain orang yang langsung ndak kenal ni?" aku try tiru ayat Shila. Aku speechless 5 seconds. Tak penah terpikir pun. Dan jawab aku senang aja, "Tidak. Asalkan korang boleh masuk cara aku,". ;D Maklumlah aku bukan pengamal prinsip rukunnegara kelima, jadi ayat-ayat dan tingkahlaku ku kadang kala sukar diterima ramai. Lagipun y'all pun sporting. Hahahaha. (dan ada orang tu beli 4 cardigan) Adoi. Tapi diorang lupe nak beli Twisties dari Penang, special for Laila ;). haha. Kepada para pembaca, kalau nak join trip to T'ganu next midsem break, roger and out me. Setakat ni baru 3 orang ahli belum berdaftar secara rasmi.

Ada orang dah ada akaun mukabuku. Selamat berbahagia di mukabuku. Kalau takut addicted, jangan main application taw (spt MafiaWar, SororityLife - obsesiku) . Rajin2, datanglah menconteng ke dindingku.

Sekian untuk kali ini.

I dont know You LOVE me. Lane Willies.

Pak Polisi dan Kami

Saat ini, aku baru kembali dari dinner di Nazri Cafe. Dan saat ini juga, aku mula memasukkan diri ke dunia aku sendiri yang langsung tidak mempedulikan orang lain. Walaupun aku berada di tempat kejadian, akan tetapi sebenarnya aku sedang 'mendengar musik'. Dan saat ini aku sedang menyuapkan oreo yang ku cicah dengan yogurt ke dalam mulut. SEDAP wey!!

Yesterday. Kitorang p tengok midnight. Encik Duke yang membawa kancil PDD 6999. Beliau menyewa kereta berkenaan atas sebab-sebab khas sebelah pagi, jadi disebabkan beliau menyewa hingga keesokan hari, maka kami insan-insan terpilih menaiki kereta berkenaan dan menonton midnite Time Traveler's Wife. Baru aku menyedari yang diriku tidak boleh menonton cerita sedemikian di panggung wayang. Selang 15 minit aku menguap. Selepas menonton wayang, Matt memujuk Duke untuk membawa we'ol round-round Town jap. We'ol pun round-round sebab ada 'GPS'. Sampai kat town, Cik GPS tersalah cakap, sepatutnye masuk kanan, tapi tersebut kiri, then kitorang terpaksa pusing jalan yang sama balik. Sebelum itu, we'ol dah melepasi pak polisi yang menyekat perjalanan di depan area mahkamah tu. Then second time tu plak we'ol kena tahan, mesti sebab pak polisi ni jeles tengok we'ol gelak2 dalam kereta. I was mad but at the same time, lawak la bila tgk reaksi Duke. Paling tak boleh bla bile encik polis hulur pen kat Duke, Duke boleh cakap, "Eh. Pen ni Tuan yang punye kan". Actually encik polis tu suruh sain, bukan amik pen. Adoi! Pas tu, we'ol blah ar g Sup Hameed, cuci mata jap.

Rasanya lps ni aku nak dok serius je dalam kereta klu ada roadblock. No more gelak-gelak la.

Tidak Suka Polis. Lane

another final exam

Hari Ketiga Di Dalam Study Week. Apa yang aku study setakat ini? Takde Pape Pon. I just printed my slip yesterday. And I just feel the exam just around the corner. Here's my exam timetable:

• 2/11/09 Critical Thinking 9.00 a.m.
• 6/11/09 Business Ethics 9.00 a.m.
• 9/11/09 Labour Economics 2.15 p.m.
• 10/11/09 Material Management 9.00 a.m.
• 16/11/09 Project Management 9.00 a.m.

Yeah. Now I get the view, what I should do. :D Thanks God because most of my papers start at 9 a.m.

Today, my normal morning, started with Fly FM and these two guys talkin about saving the planet. Then, one of the caller suggestion is stop using vehicles that consumes petrol, and using animals as our transportation likes horse, camel, elephant, etc. Plus, the probability for accidents to occur may be reduced to zero. :D I like. Imagining myself riding an elephant to Queensbay for shopping. And I might reduce my shopaholic level since it take lot of time to go to the shopping mall.

Due to the examination just around the corner, my eating style also change a bit. I need lots of sugar, sweet things. Right now I'm thinking of 1.5l coke, a box of Honeystar, a bar of snickers and a pack of hahhaha........ Well, I know my food consumption is not healthy. So what? Just for two weeks, I guess.

My Internet connection doesn't so good lately. So, until the next time I found somethin to crap.

with love. Lane

My Indoor and the Wall

A so-so but tired weekend. Yeah. I just came back from Tanjung Malim. Went for Indoor Hockey Tournament (though it's not so-indoor). The first time playing Indoor Hockey, quite good, because had no worries for the ball going outside, since there's walls (although not so high) blocking the ball. Quite awkward (sengkol,hehe) the first time holding the stick, but it getting better. So when the games not so great, we put the blame on the stick. Hehe. We doin' well, just no luck. Won the first two games, entering the second stage and won. Then at semi, we met the UniJakarta, draw then we lose with penalty flick (I hate penalty flick, but good job everyone). The same story for the third and forth places. But its okay girl. We prepare for this coming pesta!

OK. That's all for today. Need to do the laundry.

its monday. Lane

Just Story

When sitting at the park, chit chatting with our friends, something that never left out are the story about other people. Its not mengumpatlah, sometimes we praising someone then we share it with our friend. "You noe ar, that specky guy is no longer with his bestfriend since he get a new girlfriend". "I heard that Dr. Wong are going to bar Jojo because she didn't attend her class last night. Pity her". Ok. Thats just examples.

Without story, the would be not life. The life exist because of our story. And our story related to others that connected to us. And so us, we included in other people story since we're connected. Maybe we're not really close, but when we're at the same situation when something occur, so indirectly, we involves in someone story. Whatever things happen, the person that are at the current incidents are the person that know the real story. People often get mad of others because of story. When he/she heard the story of someone, for eg. G is mad at K because G heard that K spreading a not good rumor about G. But do G know what the real thing happen?

Just like a story book,it must have the end. But we never know the end, until the day He take us back. While the story still on, keep writing with lots of things including people, places, emotions and etc. We don't have to compare our story with others, because it is totally different from the start. To all my dear friends, just live the life to the fullest. Complaining about your life and comparing to others just sooo suck.

Until the next post.

I dont know you love me. Lane

21102009

I just came back from Queensbay. Had a hard time there since I promise myself to enter the shopping rehab this week. Thats why I'm texting those 2 Andreans to discourage me shopping. Lalala. Ended by buying few toileteries (penting aje ok), spent less RM 30 at Watson. Cookies at FA aroung RM15. Thats all.

This morning I woke up quite late. My body not so well, ache here and there. Tired. But i manage to woke up (awhile) at 7, to put the headset into my ears. Pagi Show of coz. then i just sleep like the ayam (tido2 ayam) until 8, and mr papa calling. Gosh. I forgot what actually i want to type here. Hot news. JT just broke up with JB yesterday. Oh Ok. Next. Rihanna now come out with her image hybrid of skunk and human (hair). Just google her latest pic by typing Rihanna Russian Roulette, since her latest single called Russian Roulette. Heard it this morning. Not bad, just another Rihanna music. Nadia said the lyrics is about a girl that stick to his boyfriend though the boyfriend is someone that dangerous. She still has faith for the relationship. Sound familiar huh. No comment. :)

I'll be out from Penang for a while this weekend, for an urgent task. Will be reported soon. UPSI-an Im coming to your place this weekend. Thats all for now. I got my HPW 102 Pemikiran Kritis after this. I'll try to get the pic of my lecturer. He is rare. Cross my finger. ;)

in and between love and heart is nothing: Lane

my crap for today 20102009

Sometimes I can be sound like a mom nagging their kids. Why? Because of the hopeless face and the negative charge of you. Aku bukan nak marah okay, bunyi je macam marah. Dont expect me to talk like a beauty pageant while answering the Q. Maybe its sound rude but, thats just me. If you dont like the words from me, so don't let me hear all the nonsense excuses and that disappointed face. The hardest hurdle to get through is you yourself. Yeah. It's true I'm quite mad last night, but I'm still under control okay. Done with the negative charge. Let it out babe.

Here the news. Beyonce will postpone her visits to Malaysia. She suppose to be here this weekend. The good news, Akon is still coming this Saturday and All American Reject will be here next week. Oh I wish that 'here' is Penang. Huhu.Another news, starting next year,16 Sept will de be declared as public holiday. Malaysia day of coz.

This week is the last week for this semester. Next week gonna be a study week, followed by the exam week. Huh. Am I ready for the battlefield?? Probably the answer start with the letter 'N'. I'm listening to Flyfm right now and the topic is what your parent funny,darn words, something that unexpected from them. There's someone call and told that her mom calling beyonce as beyonnish.LOL. And the other story, someone's mom call this mouse (tetikus) as kekura. LOL. hohoho. So cute right. Oh I miss Mr. and Mrs. AW. When they get irritated, and mumbling, lots of unexpected words will come from them. Pa n Ma, I love You.

thats all from me right now. with all my heart. Lane